Secrecy

i did not ask to have

nor did i wish for this

but wanted to be wise

and leverage your life 

with my sweet-sour kiss

it's only for your good

that knees and head i hit 

and bow to life's demands.

for past and present friends

our future lasts a bit

short words to mend a phrase

that never comes out right

just kill me, in a whisper

and loose me in a twister

then we'll all say good night

my plague spot somehow shines

my guilt can't stay within

create a world to hide

where peace and war collide

my dance becomes a spin.

there's not much we could add

to death or life alike 

i'm too blind to pretend

you're deaf to comprehend

our plot they'll come to spike