Fibonacci

it started years ago

with nothing in my heart

twas you who brought the instance

i needed for a start

i was young and bereaved of

true feelings, thus inapt

of knowing that i started

a road of word and fact

i love you more today

than all the days that passed

i needn't feel fulfillment

without your joyful cast

your absence joy precluded

while everything moved forth

whereas guilt I eluded

this chapter I concluded

alive...

for all I'm worth.

Callous

scrasnesc a viata noua

cand iti respir prezenta.

a rit stravechi rasuna

incheieturi de'alama

pierdute in adanc.

fiinta sfanta, sacra

imi neg lucid dementa

si'n mine se incheaga

o inima mai buna...

pulsand in piept de prunc.

sweetheart

oh, sweetheart...

I'm a dormant disaster

the kind

you cannot avoid

my pending emotion

your daily devotion

oh, sweetheart...

that's what

I'll destroy.

oh, sweetheart...

here's my failing ascension

better ages

I think I'll await

your gaze I'll adore

mist of tears ashore

oh, sweetheart...

come out

from your shade.

Presul

Acum cred ca'nteleg
De ce au oamenii normali
Un pres micut
Pus la intrare.
Sau, uneori
Un cauciuc,
Sau un covor,
Sau poate'o haina veche
Rupta
Si aruncata in dreptul usii
La'ntamplare.

Acum le dau dreptate.
Acum stiu.
De vrei sa ai curat in casa
Fie stai singur in pustiu
Fie iti pui un pres la usa
Si'i rogi frumos
Sau ii fortezi
Sa'si stearga talpile de praf
Iara de nu... e usa'nchisa
Sa stea afara...
I've had enough.

Iubito, praful tau din casa...
De ai putea sa'l ierti
Sa'l uiti...!
Te'as ajuta sa'l stergi
Dar usa... e incuiata
Si nu am chei
Iar sa'mi deschizi...
Nici nu ai cum
Si nici nu vrei.

Mi'am scos azi inima din piept
Fara sa doara.

E'o carpa invechita,
Si o astern pe jos
Sa calci pe ea
Cand vei iesi pe usa
Din viata mea
Afara.

Boston

Macar de-as sti ca noaptea

se va sfarsi curand

as sta cu ochii'nchisi

poate'as canta in gand.

As ingana cu cerul

as povesti cu luna

sau poate as gasi

iubirea. Mi-e totuna

in vreun pahar cu flama

sa ma rastorn bezmetic

in vise de havana

sa te doresc frenetic!

Nu vezi...?! Lipsit de mine

incep sa vad lumina.

E liniste in suflet

e pace si odihna...

Ci rupe'ma de mine...

Ma frange, ma zdrobeste...

Ucide'mi Eu-l mandru

al Tau sa fiu. Priveste

ma vezi!? Ingenuncheat

nu am nimic in mine.

Sunt gol, ranit, uitat

si'n mine focul creste

de ura pentru Tine.

Ma stinge...

Doar frange'ma odata!

Si ca pe'un fiu pierdut

Acasa ma primeste...

Tata!

Be

I'm listening

Dare speak.

But what would you add

To the darkness that fed

All these years of silence

Of drama, and madness?

I'm frail now

Dare fight.

But how would you feel?

And, what's there to kill?

Just one stone cold heart

It's yours now in full

No longer in part.

I'm gone now

Dare sleep.

Dream of skies blue not me

Lock my heart

Throw the key

All this beauty and charm

All this love

All this harm

Let them fade

And move on.

Leave your sorrow

And be.

Stone cold

I don't need no words of comfort

Nor I long for warmth of sun

Songs don't keep pace with my heart beat

I don't think I'm even worth it...

History...

Has just begun.

I don't pour out tears of panic

Nor I long for your embrace

I don't dream of silver lining.

Though the moon might still be shining

All is gone without a trace.

I don't try to waste my time here

Yet I dare say yours I did.

All I've paid

I now endorse

Though I dread pain and remorse

I shall live now as you bid

Here I am with all I might be

Proven wrong in depths of bone

Have it all:

my love, my fear

Hatred, passion, smile and tear

Lover, friend or stranger... peer

Ever such I'll hold you dear

Since I am to live alone.

I plead guilty...

Throw your stone!

New Age

ajuta'mi sa raspund la o'ntrebare simpla...

azi vreau s'aud tacerea cum toarce linistit.

cum poate, oare, noaptea... lumina s'o inghita?

lumina'n lumea asta... cum sta fara iubit?

din gand in gand, culoarea in sunet nu se schimba,

desi ii gust durerea pictata'n ochii tai...

candva, cumva, aiurea... schimba'se'va si dorul

din doliu, negru, sumbru... in clinchet de cercei.

te rogi cumva spre ceruri, cu mintea tremuranda,

sperand sa vezi scaparea din norii plini de fum?

alunga disperarea, priveste langa tine

atinge'l, ia'l de mana... e'al tau pe veci de'acum.

as vrea sa fug de tine, sa ma ascund departe...

as vreau sa tac, s'ascult... si ochii sa'i inchid.

ajuta'mi sa raspund la o'ntrebare simpla...

ma va gasi lumina... de m'as lasa gasit?

Lost

my feet can't walk this road no more

my heart can't pump more blood like this

my hands won't swim me back ashore

now... will You save me from hell's mist!?

my strife can't free a shackled soul

my cries won't bring peace back on earth

my words aren't able to imbound

the reason for my journey forth.

my eyes won't shut, and won't be tame

my lips won't speak words you can't trust

thus, beg You, Lord, please take this shame

and wrap it dead into the dust.

for losing means not

being lost.

[coldplayish]

Light [nopți vesele]

Iubito, lumina din ochii tai blanzi

Ascunde'o, te rog!

Orbit...

Doar o mana intind

Incerc sa te vad

Si luna o strig.

De soare si frig

Mi'e dor

Si suspin

Iar inima'mi cere

S-o judeci

S-o'nchizi

Sentinta sa-i strigi

"Esafod!"

***

Distanta'i un chin

Si visul e jar.

***

Lumina din sunet

Culoarea din cant...

In noapte, in negru

Dispară

Doar zambetu'ti mut

Din lumea de lut

Ca dupa potop

Curcubeu desenand

Renască speranta;

Iar gandu'mi tacut

Picteze cuvinte

schimband vechi iubiri

din tonuri de gri

In culoare.

Ci ochii'ti deschide

Sa vezi lacrimand

Si soare, si luna

Si stele...

Prin vine sa'ti curga

Fior, vis... sarut

Intreg universul

Sa vada cazand

un demon carunt

din intreg rupt marunt

si scos pe vecie

din vers si cuvant

afara din noptile mele.

din praf si cenusa

la viata adus

cu inima noua

curata

sentinta ti'o striga

iubito, din nou

n'astept indurare

nici mila de sus

ci simpla tu chipu'ti arata.

iar ochii...

deschide'i, iubito,

te rog...

lumina s-o vad...

inc'o data.

Three minutes

My life seems to be

Split in present and past
There's no real future
I can dream of now
Cause seconds are ticking
And people are watching
How waves take me deeper
Away from my vow.

I wish sweeter memories
Would flood out the thoughts
That keep me awake
In loss and despair
I wish i could smile
And keep my eys shut
I wish i could breath in
Your fragrance, your air.

One minute is gone
Along with my hope
I couldn't care less
I can't breath
You'd think my repentance
Would make me grow whole
But parts make a mess
Underneath.

I only have seconds

To miss you once more

And only the water aside.

Now, please read the story

You wrote in my heart

And then let sweet death

Be my guide.

For someday I'll truly

Come back, live again

When tears won't be shed

On your face.

When hearts, minds

And souls

Will hope once again

To clutch at past heaven's

Embrace.

Believe not my words,

But heartbeat and love

And trust not the smiles

Of a fool.

You look underneath

To what's hidden between

Thinner lines of pure truth

And the shreds of my skin

Then you'll see how it's great

How it's pure, true, still cruel

Still afar, far above

With no reason or fuel

But the hope of your kiss...

That's three minutes of duel.

Being dead ain't so cool

While love is.

Two minutes

Incearca sa simti
Cu mana s-atingi
Priveste in tine
rapid.
Incerci sa respiri
Si crezi ca visezi
Spre negru te duci
Inspre vid.

Strangi pumnul in gol
Si speri sa te prinzi
De-o vaga speranta
De-un vis
Secunde se scurg
Lichid, nepatruns
In pieptu-ti
Deodata deschis.

Mai ai un minut.
Cumva inghetat
Aluneci spre noapte
Spre El.
Nedrept poate fi
Dar cald, zambitor
Si vezi o bucata
De cer.

Dodata si frica
Si dorul dispar
Dar inima bate
Nebuna.
Minutul se scurge
Zambind iubitor
Cu buze subtiri
Spre lumina.

Te duci dupa el
De mana il prinzi
Secunda, minut
Vesnicie.
Aproape de-adanc
De trup te desprinzi
Si aripi iti cresc
Nemurire.

Iubito, ti-am spus
Ca timpul s-a dus
Si-n doua minute
Eterne
Iubita ai fost
Cum vesnic vei fi
Mai mult ca-n poemele-mi
Terne.

Bine ai venit acasa

asa e noaptea...

neagra

fara pata.

sub umbra de planeta

marunte se ascund

vieti intunecoase,

priviri acoperite

de pleoape

plumbuite

si caini fara stapan.

la fel si drumul...

pustiu

fara'ntzeles.

lumina se avanta

printre copaci albastri

spre ochi verzi

ce vad verde

dar stau la semafor...

in asteptare blanda

de mine vreau sa fuga

si drumul cu lumina

si luna din decor.

simt vantul in par...

adie

fiu de uragan.

stie'a sopti cuvinte

aduse de departe...

de unde nu ai voie

sa colorezi cu sunet

mirosul de aproape

nici sa sculptezi

cu dorul

vreun gust de saptamana

sau de an.

ma vede umbra...

pasnic

zambeste cu'ntzeles.

se plimba langa mine.

ba cu un pas in urma

gandind ca se va pierde

ba fuge inainte

crezand ca stau cu grija.

mi'e teama sa nu uite

ca ziua doar asfaltul

si soarele si norii

din valuri de caldura

prezenta ei o tzes.

inchide ochii...

noapte

neagra

deasa...

pe drum

bate

iar vantul

si lumineaza'n

umbra

un sunet de speranta...

bine'ai venit acasa.

Personal fear

no,

I don't know

I don't have a clue

don't know what to do

just go

and leave me

please leave me alone

but first

write me a letter

with words I'd bestow

with words meant to love me

and warm my cold soul

i'd live my whole life

in patience and trust

but how to achieve

this peace

without lust

well this is a secret

my heart won't be learning...

it's all grief and dust.

Kitty

it has been suggested

for centuries now

that peace is forbidden

on earth

it's not that we can't live

the truthful deception

of this good old story

that starts neath

each turf...

but we human beings

deceitful and foul

ignore to consider

the others around

therefore decisions

like caring or loving

are not even mentioned

they're yet to be found

oh, yes, dear kitty

we will work it out

don't worry 'bout

wiskas and mice

they will be provided

and you'll grow a belly

'cause humans are tender

it's just that they're shelly

when you look inside them

and whispers start shouting

it's then you discover

they're not very nice

[come here, foul kitty

tenebrous being

...

that's just what i meant when

i talked about peace

...

she's gone

climbing ladders

pursuing forgiveness

for entering

straight

in my soul

thru a crease]

Hold [up and in]

if you dare call his name

not always good things come

but surely you will see

they happen for the best.

step back and look ahead

throughout the clouds of time

does your heart reconcile

to answering this quest?

ask me your questions now.

don't shy and speak the words

you held in all this time

and ate up from your chest.

i fear for the guilt

that holds up our rewards.

and peace and love withholds

don't mind about the rest.

Loud silence

te uiti cu ochi mirati si goi

printr-o fereastra sparta

iar eu raman tacut...dar ţip

cu glas de suflet ne'nceput

fara cuvinte te'ntrerup

tacem din nou in soapta.

spune'mi... ce vezi in ochii mei?

iubire? viata? zambet?

te strang la pieptul meu usor

in ochi ascunzi iar flori de dor.

lipsitzi de forma si sonor

tacem din nou cu urlet.

Short

te plang

te rad

te laud

te'alint

te simt

veghez

te'ascund

te'alung

te caut

te vad

plecand

visez...

halt! wer da!?

[pentru tine..

cat de lunga tre sa fie o poezie?]

Numele tău...

prin randuri lungi si drepte de cruci drept aranjate

cu mii si mii de oameni murind in dreptul lor

fior e viata toata si tot duce la moarte

ma sting si'mi este teama...

mi'e teama c'am sa mor.

in mintea'mi nepatrunsa de ganduri discromate

rasare'un soare ocru cu raze de granit

in piatra se ascunde si'apoi se'afunda'n noapte

in minte'mi daltuieste

un dor de infinit.

incerc sa fug de mine incerc sa stau deoparte

sa nu'mi vad crucea alba infipta in pamant

in urma tot ramane, si vorbe dulci si soapte

cand n'oi mai sti nimica

sopteste'mi un cuvant...

numele tău.

Simple

it's just a simple thought

that wants to run to you

mere black and white, no hue

i trust your love is true

without it i am naught.

it's just a simple hope

that keeps us both alive

if death i am to wive

and you from me they'll rive

then love itself's a trope

it's just a simple song

designed just for your voice

if i should have a choice

i'd be both blind to noise

and deaf i'd stay lifelong

it's just a simple love

as such that in the end

i failed to comprehend

it wasn't mine... t'was sent

unduly from above.