Be

I'm listening

Dare speak.

But what would you add

To the darkness that fed

All these years of silence

Of drama, and madness?

I'm frail now

Dare fight.

But how would you feel?

And, what's there to kill?

Just one stone cold heart

It's yours now in full

No longer in part.

I'm gone now

Dare sleep.

Dream of skies blue not me

Lock my heart

Throw the key

All this beauty and charm

All this love

All this harm

Let them fade

And move on.

Leave your sorrow

And be.

Stone cold

I don't need no words of comfort

Nor I long for warmth of sun

Songs don't keep pace with my heart beat

I don't think I'm even worth it...

History...

Has just begun.

I don't pour out tears of panic

Nor I long for your embrace

I don't dream of silver lining.

Though the moon might still be shining

All is gone without a trace.

I don't try to waste my time here

Yet I dare say yours I did.

All I've paid

I now endorse

Though I dread pain and remorse

I shall live now as you bid

Here I am with all I might be

Proven wrong in depths of bone

Have it all:

my love, my fear

Hatred, passion, smile and tear

Lover, friend or stranger... peer

Ever such I'll hold you dear

Since I am to live alone.

I plead guilty...

Throw your stone!

Please go away

I am but a shadow

In blinding your light

A barely heard whisper

A sigh.

My thoughts... rusted weapons

Forgot how to fight

In darkness they ramble

And die.

 I feel but the torment

Of living alone

More painful is living

Than death.

When love breaks its promise

My heart leaves its home

And lungs fade within

Without breath.

Playlist

i'm breakable

my angel

a lonestar

windblown feather

cause sunlight

doesn't like me

unless we're seen

together.

in rhymes of

older summer

our sympathy

outgrew

a broken

hallelujah

remain

i will to see ya

in nearness of you

with flowers in the window

dear diary unread

i dream to walk on wire

to breathe your words

unsaid

the long way home

starts with you

my wounds start healing white

this soldier knows his highway

and rides on wings like eagles

sings ooh-la with his kite.

with shuffled mind

i beg you

don't moist your cheeks in rain

nor tears may shrink your passion

don't lose your faith in vain

cause i belong to you

sahara in the west

if home is where the heart is

in you i'll find my rest.

****

The Playlist:

Ingrid Michaelson - Breakable

Massive Attack - Angel

Norah Jones - Lonestar

Norah Jones - The Sun doesn't Like You

Tyrone Wells - Together

Yann Tiersen - Comptine d'une autre ete

Esset - Sympathy

Alexandra Burke (composed by Leonard Cohen) - Hallelujah

Tyrone Wells - Remain

Norah Jones - Nearness of You

Travis - Flowers in the Window

Travis - Dear Diary

Yann Tiersen - Sur le fil

Telepopmusik - Breathe

Norah Jones - The long way home

Shane & Shane - Wounded

Shane & Shane - Healed

Ingrid Michaelson - Soldier

Ingrid Michaelson - Highway

The Kooks - Ooh-la

James Blunt - Tears and Rain

Muse - I belong to you (Mon coeur s'ouvre a ta voix)

Relient K - Sahara

Pilot Speed - Into the West

Relient K - Savannah

Relient K - I'm taking you with me

euridice

Ah, cu ochii ei negri

De iad si de lipsa de viata.

Imi arde in ceafa privirea'i

Ma doare prezenta'i aproape.

E'aici langa mine,

Ah, Hades, ah, moarte

Nu neg... mi'a dat'o 'napoi

S'o strang iar in brate

Sa'i cant versuri tandre

Sa fiu om ca voi.

Dar nu cand voiesc

Nu azi, nu aici, nu acum.

Astept la lumina

Privirea sa'i iasa

Si raze de soare

Sa'i mangaie fatza

Sa pot sa privesc inapoi

Si'o viata'mpreuna sa fim.

Ii cant vechi poeme

Tin ochii inchisi

De monstri nu'mi pasa

Prea mult am fost tristi

Un vis am invins

Si'am plans multa vreme

Din negru si moarte

Spre viata atrasa

Iubita'mi urmeaza

Alene.

[only writers suffer from writer's block... what's left for me?]