Befriended

I'd talk to the Moon...

She's taken her toll.

I'd share all my heart, my joys and my fears

But all I can do is stare through my tears

In empty my soul.

No future, no dream and no goal.

I'd turn your own star

In fair confidant.

Afraid, still I am, she'd open my eyes

To see I have only a life in disguise

Revisited haunt.

No home, no desire, no taunt.

Still silence befriends me.

Astazi traim

Imi dau toata silinta
De privirea ta
Sa'mi ascund
Gandurile, viitorul
Si patratelele de ciocolata
Ce'mi alina suferinta.

Incerc din rasputeri
Sa stau departe
De lungimea bratelor tale
Si de amintirea imbratisarilor
Patimase
Cu gust de whiskey
Intotdeauna asortate
Cu privirile'mi
Discromate
Si cu viitorul
Pierdut in ganduri
Descreierate.

Imi aduc aminte
Ca dimineata
Se vedea pe cer o lumina...
Sa fi fost de la soare?
Sau din ochii tai?
Stiu doar ca era orbitoare.
Dar acum vad.
Esti... aici?
Sau esti luna?
Urlu degeaba la geamurile
Masinilor cu roti tocite
In asfalt.
Nu iese nimeni sa imi raspunda.

Nebunia e fie o gluma
Fie o boala.
Nu ti se pare amuzant?

Clar...

Da'mi medicamentele
Poate ma vindec

De tine.

Poate te uit...
Si amuzat
Sa inteleg ca moartea
Nu se apropie de mine
De teama ta.
O ameninti cu viata?
Poate vom trai impreuna
Pana sa murim
De ras
Ca ne'am intamplat.

Scoate capul din plapuma
Si priveste...
Uite'ma cum respir.
Nu'ti fie teama.
Ti'am pastrat si tie,
Ca intotdeauna.
Adu'ti buzele aproape
Si inspira.
Nu asa e moartea noastra.

Astazi traim.

Be

I'm listening

Dare speak.

But what would you add

To the darkness that fed

All these years of silence

Of drama, and madness?

I'm frail now

Dare fight.

But how would you feel?

And, what's there to kill?

Just one stone cold heart

It's yours now in full

No longer in part.

I'm gone now

Dare sleep.

Dream of skies blue not me

Lock my heart

Throw the key

All this beauty and charm

All this love

All this harm

Let them fade

And move on.

Leave your sorrow

And be.

Stone cold

I don't need no words of comfort

Nor I long for warmth of sun

Songs don't keep pace with my heart beat

I don't think I'm even worth it...

History...

Has just begun.

I don't pour out tears of panic

Nor I long for your embrace

I don't dream of silver lining.

Though the moon might still be shining

All is gone without a trace.

I don't try to waste my time here

Yet I dare say yours I did.

All I've paid

I now endorse

Though I dread pain and remorse

I shall live now as you bid

Here I am with all I might be

Proven wrong in depths of bone

Have it all:

my love, my fear

Hatred, passion, smile and tear

Lover, friend or stranger... peer

Ever such I'll hold you dear

Since I am to live alone.

I plead guilty...

Throw your stone!

Please go away

I am but a shadow

In blinding your light

A barely heard whisper

A sigh.

My thoughts... rusted weapons

Forgot how to fight

In darkness they ramble

And die.

 I feel but the torment

Of living alone

More painful is living

Than death.

When love breaks its promise

My heart leaves its home

And lungs fade within

Without breath.