i need to know what people say
when death is strolling round their bed
i need to know what words to use
when you depart...
what should I choose
to keep your heart...
loving ahead?
should i allow the tears to fall...
and let you see i fret your loss?
i need to know what song to hum
when you collide
should i keep mum [a tacea]
and just abide [a astepta]
for you to cross?
i need to know how does it feel
when you come back from death or night
no need to strive for right or wrong
for i am here
and i am strong
for you my dear
...you're my delight.
should i predict the same result
based on ideas that love brought up?
i need to see a heart that works
not pumping blood
but taking walks
closer to god
on mountains top.
i need to know what silence is
and clear your mind of my own thoughts.
i need to give you something real
and hold you tight
be sure you'll feel
the troops that fight
to clear the knots
...of my unclear
[I did have some second thoughts about it, thou...]
i need to know why do i need
a daily reason to be true
to smile, to love, to cry, forgive
and care for life
so I may live .
to end this strife
what should i do?
i need to know why i'm obsessed
with more than just a mere "I"
who dared change focus on your heart
for loving "you"
i changed the part
where i was true
and made you sigh.
i need to know not just the truth
i need to know your highs and lows
i need this "us" to shut my eyes
in rest of sleep
while this night dies
and i still keep
the dream i chose.
i need not feel afraid again
and guilt i want never this nigh
i'm scared of being wrong like this
of bringing pain
a sower kiss
a "me" you'd gain
that makes you cry.
[...i'd rather die]
